I am a complete and total idiot! I can’t even remember what an inequality from geometry is. I find myself hating the little things about me more and more each day. I wish I wasn’t such a fucking dumbass, then maybe I could stop hating myself with a burning passion. My lack of intelligence is what really gets me, it makes me want to commit suicide while destroying the very organ that makes me hate myself so much. Maybe if I just had a different brain, maybe then I wouldn’t be so stupid or maybe even work around my disadvantage to become partially happy. Maybe if the chemicals in my head weren’t so fucked up I could be normal. Oh how I long to be free from the statistics of man. How I wish I could create my own number, other than zero that is. It makes me want to rip out my small intestine and strangle myself with it.